Feint-Hearted
Feint-Hearted is a body of work that explores how
materials carry emotional weight—what they hold, what they remember, and
what they ask us to release. The work was shaped by a period of
longing, emotional distance, and a quiet need for closeness. Each piece
began with a question about what we choose to preserve, and why.
The
primary material in this series is white rabbit fur I acquired in 2015
from an Indigenous trader in Tennessee who sourced it ethically from
animals that died of natural causes. At the time, I tried using the fur
to make a pillow, then a stitched blanket—both versions felt unresolved
and hollow. Years later, I returned to the material not to force it into
a story, but to understand how it made me feel. I paired it with
pearls, silver, precious stones, and steel pins. Each form is held
together by pressure and tension. The pins are embedded without glue;
they stay in place through the structure of the object itself, which
means they always need to be cared for. Some works can be worn. Others
cannot. All are meant to be touched, but carefully. A pin might shift. A
point might break the surface.
The
work sits in the space between comfort and harm. These pieces carry
both care and discomfort. I’ve always been drawn to this
contrast—softness and sharpness, intimacy and caution, attraction and
avoidance. Feint-Hearted holds the tension between those states without
trying to resolve them.
That
tension also lives in the emotional weight of objects we keep but do
not use. What happens when something sits for years, untouched but not
forgotten? Feint-Hearted is my response to that question.
God is my Oath., 2024
2,548 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver
Harlow, 2023
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver
Carmine, 2023
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Millicent, 2023
3,641 pins and needles, rabbit fur, thread
Sweet Otillie, 2023
pins and needles, rabbit fur, glass pearls, thread
Savannah, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Sofia's Belonging, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Heaven, 2022
998 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Eve, 2022
5,160 pins and needles, rabbit fur, thread, steel
Belle, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver
Blooming, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, lacquer, steel
Passage, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, earring backs, silver, thread
Semele, 2022
pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver
Honey, 2021
1,176 pins and needles, rabbit fur, thread
Nectar, 2021
1,367 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, glass pearls, thread
Heavybreather, 2021
5,113 pins and needles, rabbit fur, thread
Jupiter, 2021
pins and needles, hematite, rabbit fur, lacquer, silver
Monarch, 2021
10,047 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Monarch, 2021
10,047 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Missy, 2021
pins and needles, rubies, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Lush, 2020
1,500 pins and needles, rabbit fur, cotton, silver, thread
Linger, 2020
57 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread
Truffle, 2020
441 pins and needles, rabbit fur, silver, thread